Start writing again~~

Today, after resting a long time, I have start writing article again. It wasn't like it used to be anymore, I'm having a hard time linking out words to express my self, my feelings. But I want to write, i want to speak all the thing I have always keep in my mind, thinking, analyzing, finding the way, solution. Hopefully, by saying it out in words, I can see it clearer, so I can learn it's source and reason it were in my mind. As a way to discover the secret inside it. The secret I don't want myself to know all the time. All the time........